Oh my goooooooosh.... Fred the Fish has been given his own webcomic! Check this out yo!

Let me tell you a story. It's not a fairy tale per se, buy perhaps you could close you eyes and imagine.

A long time ago there was a young girl, a disdainful, selfish young lady. She was a creature of grace and such peprportions, that all who met her would remark on it. She was a tiny little thing, with thin and long limbs for her age. It was this that made every one asume that she would make a good dancer, but in later life, this was also why she would not become so. Her hair was almost as black as night, and her eyes would be the only signal of her ever changing moods. When she was sweet and pert, her eyes would be a liqued chocolate that would enchant all, speaking chapters of her beloved father. When she was vengfull and stubourn, her eyes would flash green, the gift of her ellegant and sophisticated mother. Her skin was a pale olive, when tanned, gave her a look of summer bliss, and when the winter sun paled her skin, it was like milk. She was a small little thing, that by the time she was ready to go to school, she was smaller than all her class mates. By that time, she had already been doing ballet for a number of years. Of her personality, she was vain and abnoxios, not caring for others, and dispising all small creatures, as girl her age tends to do. She also reveled in taunting and bully-ing those smaller and less important than herself.

But as time passed, she out grew her own delacateness, and was soon too tall to fullfill her dream of being a balerina. But as fate would have it, she had become disenchanted by the rote and tradition of it.

As she aged, she mellowed, becoming less self obsessed, and withdrew into herself, but that is a story of another day. She had many adventures in her life, but being the being that she was, it was only later that she wished that she had paid better atention to those days.

Yes, I know how unbelievably lame that is... and Please don't be a smart-ass and poin out all the mistakes... I already know!

I remember in my final year at high school there was this guy who asked me to the Valentines day dance. I didn't want him to get any ideas, and told him I'd rather go as a group with my friends and that he was welcome to join us.
Later I told one of my friends that I thought that he had had a crush on me for a few years. I mean, the sighns were clear. Later, that "friend" told him the whole conversation... A few days after the dance, he confronted me, and told me that he could never think of in that way. And THAT I WOULD ALWAYS JUST BE A FRIEND TO HIM AND THAT HE HAD NEVER LIKED ME. HE WAS LAUGHING MOKINGLY AFTERWARDS (THAT MIGHT JUST HAVE BEEN MY IMAGENATION THOUGH)

That was mean. And embarasing. nd to top it all, the guy I was hoping would ask me never did.

My god I suck at love, relationships, everything. I don't know what to do! I mean, my first kiss was stolen by a drunk in a night-club.

I just want someone to like me. Who wants to be with me. Come over to my place to watch old movies together on the sofa. To have quasi-serious conversations with. To make me feel like less of a freak. Just to tell me that just because I had a horrible prom, I'm not a complete waste of space.

Sorry.


Please kill me and make it end. I'm fucking 20 and I've never had a boy-friend. I hate this. I hate myself and I wish I didn't. Now I'm abusing the internet to force some poor soul into reading this and waisting their time.

God I'm sorry.

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs.
[] You have a lot of friends.
[] You get along with everyone.
[] You love soccer.
[x] You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art
[] Favorite music genre is pop rock.
[] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory.
[] One of your favorite colors is red or gold.
[] Good grades at school.
[] One of the worst things you can do is lie.
[] You plan on going to college. (I am in college, so this doesn't count >3>)

TOTAL: 3

HUFFLEPUFF:
[] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[] You laugh a lot.
[] You like to follow trends.
[] Politics suck.
[] You love to swim
[] Water polo is awesome.
[] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
[] Black is morbid & depressing.
[] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[] You're an optimist.
[x] You're very emotional.
[] You believe in going steady at a young age.
[] You haven't made fun of anyone this month.
[] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.

TOTAL:1

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[] Sports suck. (for me, they do!)
[] Hate is completely unneeded.
[] Indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in a while you have little anger outbursts.
[] Lying is sometimes okay.
[x] Blue is one of your favorite colors.
[] Knowledge is the key to power
[x] Sarcasm is the best kind of humor.
[] People should know what they're talking about before they talk.

TOTAL:6

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something serious
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] You are not very loyal.
[] You like heavy metal.
[x] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You're scared to grow up.
[] You've done drugs in the past month.
[] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[] Guilty until proven innocent. (XD;)

TOTAL: 10

THE RESULT: Slytherin...

Hee hee, no, I'm not dead!... Yet... Well, as things go, I'm havin' a good time, I'm on holiday and house sitting for my parents again. This time they have a 10 day holliday in the uk... Am I the only one who thinks I got the short end of the stick? Well, the have to go with people who have little kids, and they don't think that I will enjoy it, so now my brother is begging/bribing/threatening me to go in his stead since now he will have to baby sit... So HA! You wanted to have my Cornetto! Oooh, revenge is sweet!

In other news, I have started a very ( oh crud... I forgot how to spell ambitheous...) any who, I'm starting a comic book, but since the only thing I've come up with so far is character desighns and names, I thought I'd make it a colaberation! I'm gonna get artist/writers to write and/or draw two pages to follow up on what has happened so far. I don't know the details yet, but I hope to have a vaugh plot, so as to not confuse people, but I think that the colaberation of stules and personalities will work... I hope.I want to make it about 28 pages, so I'll need about 13 colaberators.

I already drafted the script for the first two pages, and made some thumbnails for them, so I hope to have the first two pages online within a week. Let me know if you want to help.





Also, I finaly got my second tatoo 9 days ago! Viva la revelution!

Don't lose... by ~Safferianne on deviantART



Some oldish art.

He be Irezumi

Urg... I've not posted anyting in ages and... Well blurgh!
Lets be frank, what I shall write about is my biggest secret, but I need advice. Not to mention that the person shall never read this, and thats good.

I think I might be bi.... Yep, I said it, and I don't feel any better.
It might just be some misplaced emotion, but it kinda hurts. I have a crush on my best friend.




Urg! What shall I do?!


Help me...

I broke my foot! Well, I asume I did... about a month and a halve ago. All I know, is when I put too much weight on it, or bend it too far... Agony, last night me and my flatmate were playing "Devil may cry 3" on the playstation and as I was crossing my legs on the couch, hurtings... and lots of it... It still hurts...

ow

Yes, I know, long time no see... I was busey ok!
Things happend in a rush. I only found out on monday....Well, I have some amazing news....



















I was accepted into a realy elite university, that only ofers degrees in graficdesighn related stuff..... And classes start Tomorow....
I'm so excited! And I won a wacom tablet at the orientation yesterday.
The place is in Pretoria, and my parents desided to getme an apartment and I move in tomorw before class! We spent yesterday getting apliences and stuff.... I'm just too excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And here is another picture

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating! (This is really funny and often quite true).
Repost this as what your music says about you.

What does next year have in store for me?
"Simplest Mistake" Seether


What's my love life like?
"meet You There" Simple plan


What do I say when life gets hard?
"Take Everything" Tweak


What do I think when I get up in the morning?
"protect Your Mind" Dj Sakin


What song will I dance to at my wedding?
"I'm Sorry" Voltair


What do you want as a career?
"Today" The Finkelsteins


Your favourite saying?
"Ready Steady Go" Lar'c en Ciel


Your pets name?
"Billy" James Blunt


Favourite place?
"alla Marcia" Sibbelus


Describe your sexlife:
"Gasolene" Seether


What do you think of your parents?
"From the Inside" Linken Park


Where would you go on a first date?
"Jupiter" Holst


Describe yourself:
"Straberry Gashes" Jack Off Jill


What is the thing I like doing most?
"Going Under" Evenacance


What song best describes my school principle?
"Sell My Soul" Our Lady Peace


What is my state of mind like at the moment?
"Twisted Logic" Coldplay


How will i die?
"Taste in Men" Placebo

Hi, I'm not dead, but my O is. On my laptop that is. It's all urgh. I don't know what happend, but it's hampering my typing...

I finaly got up and got myself a job... In a video rental place, an actual 9 to 4. And the best part is, I;m asistant maneger! Whoo fr bssing people around. thats, it, if theres a missing o somewhere, It's becuse it's brken and takes some frce to press.
Anyway, I started tuesday and n sunday Elmarie starts too, She's cming t work there fr a mnth. I shuld prbly mentin that its my moms shop.

Saw a giraf, impala, warthogs and gnue's to and from work today... yay... The novelty wears of.

Just cleaned (sorta) my room and found a whole box of Yu-Gi-Oh! game cards, Digimon 1 magnets and cards, Lord of The Rings game cards and Pokemon 3d thingies.
I think I'll sell this stuff online since I'm broke.
Any sugestions?

I have no idea why I would rather make a convession to millions of strangers on the internet, but never talk to my parents...

You love me, I hope, I mean, you raised me. But sometimes I wonder. I wonder those evil things that I shouldn't. The things a kid born out of wedlock tends to wonder. Like why? You were just a kid!? You were still in highschool! How do you know that you will love a man for the rest of your life if your still just a child? How dare you put this on me! How dare you keep me awake worrying about this!
But I don't blame you, you made your own disicions. I still love you. Even when I hate you, I always love you. I might not understand you, but I love you.
I can only imagine what you had to go through. You had me the year you turned 19. You fell pregnant while at school. How did you cope? Who were you then?
I know you are not the same person you were then. I heard stories. If we had met, I would have hated you. you were the kind of person who would hate me too. Thats probably why we clash. You're my best friend, and my worst enemy.

Why? Why would you lie to me for so long? How could you? Was it because I had shattered your own dreams? Is that why you tried crushing mine? Why you always tried to keep me away from what I wanted? You were suposed to believe in me. You were suposed to suport me. But for Eighteen fucking years you never believed I had what it takes. You lied to my face about so many things!
You can't deny this. The one person you were always honest with told me. Too bad she was always honest to me aswell.
Why?
Why did I have to travel half-way across the world to prove that I had just a smidge of your talent? Why could everyone else see what you dissmised? Why did it take a complement from a stranger to open your eyes?

Even though you broke my hart, I'm glad you believe me now.
I want to prove myself to you so badly.

What happend to the woman who taught me how to draw an apple? Did you stop believing in yourself? I've never stop believing in you.
I love you.
But I will never be like you.
Not if I can help it.

Arn't I random? Ooh, I'm bored. I have wire;ess... sorta on my laptop.

more info on this fellow soon. Or just go look it up on my deviantart page.
http://safferianne.deviantert.com

blah... I'm ill again.